So recently I've been thinking. Alot. Which sometimes isn't the greatest idea but hey, I need to do it. I am now a college student. I do online courses because I was never much of a ordinary child in the sense of school. Im studying criminal justice which is a passion of mine besides makeup. The funny thing was that I started this blog as a makeup blog and its slowly but surely turning more into a personal place to vent for me. So im getting my bachelors in Criminal Justice with a concentration in Homeland Security ie counterterrorism. Something I've always wanted to learn more about and get into the field of so hopefully this isn't a waste of 4 years.
Im also engaged and I know that in the near future I will be a married women. People say im too young but everybodies life is different and I always wanted to be a young wife and a young mother and it seems of all the things in my life to go right it would be the young wife thing..lol. And through it all Rob has been a great guy, even when I have my mental breakdowns and get all weird on him he still knows how to calm me down and hold me and stuff. Its weird but I've never felt so comfortable with anybody besides him. And the fact that I've been with this man for the longest time I've ever been with anybody else means something. Usually I get bored to say the least and just through guys away. I know that sounds bad but its true. I've always done that. Don't know why I just do. And I can honestly say after almost 2 years I am in love with him. Im content. I don't need the thrill of a new guy every few months. Knowing that when I wake up in the morning on any given day I don't have to look perfect, I can be in sweats and a tanktop and he'll still think im one of the most beautiful girls in the world is amazing.
I also want to say that if anybody who reads my blog watched viva la bam or watches the jackass movies that Ryan Dunn passed away the other day. He will be greatly missed as he always made me laugh when watching him. You will live on in the crew and the shows. May you rest in peace.
