Thursday, March 25, 2010

March 25, 2010

Today marks my cousins 18th birthday. Happy B-day cuz.

Me and my boyfriend have been together for 6 months and oh my god am i so happy about that.

May your mom r.i.p. baby. I know i didnt know her but she seems to have raised you right.

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Ride For You by Danity Kane

Lately, I've been tryna fight whatever's pulling us under
it's got a hold and really making me wonder
what it takes to get through
I gotta stick with you, my baby
Baby tell me: Maybe I'm foolishly overreacting
But being without you I can't imagine
It's just to close to the heart
And I won't stand it if were broken apart
Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back now
When the chips are down
And It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes, I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby
We've been cutting it close with the backwards & forwards
It's rocking the boat; we gotta get control of this
Let's take it back to three years ago
When you said that we could make it through whatever, ever
And to me it sounded like you meant forever, ever
Leaving was not an option, baby, never, never
Now don't you believe in a love that's worth a fight
In you is everything that I'm missing
So give us a chance
Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back now
When the chips are down
And It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes, I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby
Don't you dare tell me we gotta let it go...
We been on top for too long just to let it go under
I don't wanna hear that I just can't hear that and know
Wherever you wanna take me I'll go
I been with you for too long to start over with another
I know that you hear me
Just tell me you hear me
Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back now
When the chips are down
And It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes, I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

Friday, March 19, 2010

next tattoo.

"For you are mine and i am forever yours"
Robert Alexander
on my inner arm. I'm still looking at the fonts for it but i've decided i wanted something besides his name and its sounds sweet to me.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Happy Saint Patricks Day :)
Sent on the Sprint® Now Network from my BlackBerry®

Friday, March 12, 2010

I want. I want :)


Have you heard about Misikko? They have the most amazing flat iron from what i've heard. I want to try it. Speaking of http://lifeasiceyit.blogspot.com/ is having a giveaway hosted by htp://misikko.com/ to win one. Isnt this the prettiest thing ever. I don't even like pink that much but i like this for some reason.

I've always wanted a high end flat iron cause i heard they are so much better for your hair then the lower priced ones. :)

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

College Bound! Finally!

So, as this is a new year and all that good shit, i've decided that if im ever going to get anywhere in this life i'm going to have to do it myself. So i have decided to get my bachelors degree in sociology. The option of careers when i graduate is amazing and the school i hope to be attending will be helping me get set up in one when i graduate. 4 years of schooling is ahead of me and im happy to be doing this. To have another reason to actually get up in the morning will be good. I need something to do to move myself forward and i've been stalling wayyy to much. I want to do a double major but the school i will be attending doesnt have the other major i want so we'll see. Maybe i will, maybe i wont. I'm going to use some of the money from my taxes to buy a new laptop because my ex and me got in a fight and i ended up leaving my old broken in in Las Vegas :( Oh, well. I'll get a new better one. I think it's an online program which is pretty cool seeing as i don't have to go to the campus everyday unless i have to talk to an advisor or something. Tomorrow i plan on going to my high school and getting a copy of my transcript so i can get this rolling. I'm so proud of myself for even wanting to do this. I hate only having a high school diploma. I feel so inadequate. When i joined the navy my JROTC major told me i was too smart to join the military. I guess everything comes back around...lol.
In other news the weather in boston has been amazing these last couple of days. All sunny and warm and stuff. I love warm days and even though im like never up in the morning when the sun is coming through the window i still love seeing the sun. It makes me happy. And its getting darker later which means the spring/summer is coming. I love the winter, dont get me wrong but after a while it just gets boring having to put on layers after layers of clothes, especially in the northeast.
Me and the love are doing really well. I can't believe its almost going to be 6 months at the end of this month. I still remember the first time we actually went out and the first time we kissed and when he officially asked me to be his girlfriend. The funny thing is neither one of us can actually remember the offical date we became a couple. I made up a date at the end of september and thats pretty much what i've been going off of..lol.He's cool with it and so am i. He makes me smile like no end even when im super aggrivated with him. We've decided that tattoos are in our future. He has made the biggest impact in my life even though we've only been together for such a short period of time. He has this quality to him that i just cant seem to get away from. He pretty much fixed me from the relationship i was in before and i know people say that you shouldn't have another person make you whole or fix you but i needed someone to prove to me that i was still the girl i thought i was before him. So i thank him for everything he has done for me. I not only love him but i am totally IN Love with him and i tell him this everyday.