Yayy New Blog

So i have new blog in the works. Its all about makeup and beauty. Super excited. My friend to me that i should do it so i said why they hell not. Oh and i might be doing youtube videos too but we'll see. As soon as im done organizing it and setting it up i will let you know and post a blog about it here so you cango check if you want to. I will still be keeping this one up if you actually still read it so yeah. I'm super excited. Yayyy so stay tuned for that.

Starting fresh

New Job, New Attitude, New Ideas.

Trying a natural approach to beauty.

DIYing alotttt of stuff. Wish me Luck.

Muahz

A sucky way to spend a sunday

Back in the hospital. Waiting for my labs to come back for my blood to see if I need another shot. Alone. Tired. Super fun. Lol.

Back to the basics

So i think im going to get back into doing what i love. So im going to try to make a seperate blog for all my makeup and beauty stuff. I love it and i plan on spending my time doing just that. I want to be able to feel like i have something to show for and it will be my hobby. And i plan on making it legit and although i dont have the money right now to buy non-stop things i think just posting different looks so that i can look back and see my progress. What im good at, and what i need work at. So i think it will be nice. So yeah. As soon as thats up i will post up more about that. This is my first step in doing what i want to do. I also kind of want to start doing youtube videos but we'll see about that. Yayyyyy to doing what you love :)

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I didn't know you very long but I was in love with you from the start and I miss you already.

I feel.....

Recently I've been feeling nothing. At all. Nothing makes me happy, nothing makes me smile like it used to. Not even makeup and for me that's surprising. I just feel like my whole world is falling apart and I dont really know how to fix it right about now. I wish I knew how to make myself better sigh

And where am i now??

Sometimes you have to sit back and just wonder about everything. At the ripe old age of 22 im engaged to be married but out of my life I want so much more. I have no job, no money and I still live at home with my mother. And although I should be happy that I have a family that loves me, a fiance who adores me and an extended family that's happy to welcome me in as there own I can't help but think I've failed so many times in my life already what makes me think this time wont be any different. So many people my age are graduating from college with a degree in the field that they love and I still haven't exactly figured anything out. I was excited to work in the criminal justice field but after seeing the casey anthony trial and her being set free I lost all faith. And although I realize that she was found not guilty by 12 of her "Peers" it does not make me feel so good about the justice system so for the time being I've strayed away from that path. I'm confused. So confused. But I guess I will never really know what I want to do until I actually start doing something. Sigh. This is my life.