The past few weeks have been complete and utter hell. Myself and the fiance broke up :(. I've been paryting to forget about it all. Watching anything and everything to do with Bam Margera right now to help me heal and laugh and stuff like that. We talk still but its akward. I cried for the longest time but i feel better about it now because if its meant to be it will be thats how i look at it. But everything happens for a reason. I've been reconecting with friends i haven't talked to and seen in a while which has been nice. I'm okay now but god it was hard dealing with it at first. I still love him but ehhhhh... I'm just looking forward to seeing what happens this summer. Going camping for a few days with a friend and my family hopefully next month which will be nice. Havent been camping in a long ass time. I grew up camping every summer for as long as i can remember so it will be nice to spend some time away from the city. My cousin graduated high school this week and then we went out for dinner with the family. I havent seen my baby cousin (who no longer is a baby but i always call her that because shes the youngest.lol)in forever and she has to be the most adorable thing in the world. She came over and sat on my lap at the end of the night because she wanted to take pictures..lol. She took some herself and they came out pretty good. I've also been contemplating moving back to philly, my home town, because i havent been there in a while. I miss it. I moved to boston when i was young but still. I went back almost every year when i was growing up and had an amazing time there. So why not right? Its home so i think it might be a good place for me.
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