So i've gotten those looks before. Although alot less than before. A look like why is a this black women holding hands with a white man? Let me say that i don't personally care what people think about me. But from the beginning i've gotten these looks. I've even told very few man that i wasnt interested because i wasnt attracted to them. I've gotten the "Are you serious ma?" or "You don't know what you're missing" or my personal favorite one, The Blank Stare like i have five heads. I don't care. Since i've started liking boys i've always been drawn to the ones who looked nothing like me. I.E. White, light eyes. I don't know why i feel like this but i do. Deep down im sure it stems from childhood trauma but i like it. I'm used to the looks. The stares. The comments. I know interacial relationships are so more common now but when you're in certain areas you still get those looks. Especially when that said man is blasting dancehall and knows every word.lol. I don't mind those looks anymore. I love them actually. How could you not? If my life is so important that you have to care who i'm in love with than great. It makes me feel special. White man are who im attracted to. My fiance is white and i love him for everything he is, not just his skin color. Love is love and color has absolutly nothing to do with anything.
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