Ramblings

So recently I've been thinking. Alot. Which sometimes isn't the greatest idea but hey, I need to do it. I am now a college student. I do online courses because I was never much of a ordinary child in the sense of school. Im studying criminal justice which is a passion of mine besides makeup. The funny thing was that I started this blog as a makeup blog and its slowly but surely turning more into a personal place to vent for me. So im getting my bachelors in Criminal Justice with a concentration in Homeland Security ie counterterrorism. Something I've always wanted to learn more about and get into the field of so hopefully this isn't a waste of 4 years.
Im also engaged and I know that in the near future I will be a married women. People say im too young but everybodies life is different and I always wanted to be a young wife and a young mother and it seems of all the things in my life to go right it would be the young wife thing..lol. And through it all Rob has been a great guy, even when I have my mental breakdowns and get all weird on him he still knows how to calm me down and hold me and stuff. Its weird but I've never felt so comfortable with anybody besides him. And the fact that I've been with this man for the longest time I've ever been with anybody else means something. Usually I get bored to say the least and just through guys away. I know that sounds bad but its true. I've always done that. Don't know why I just do. And I can honestly say after almost 2 years I am in love with him. Im content. I don't need the thrill of a new guy every few months. Knowing that when I wake up in the morning on any given day I don't have to look perfect, I can be in sweats and a tanktop and he'll still think im one of the most beautiful girls in the world is amazing.

I also want to say that if anybody who reads my blog watched viva la bam or watches the jackass movies that Ryan Dunn passed away the other day. He will be greatly missed as he always made me laugh when watching him. You will live on in the crew and the shows. May you rest in peace.

Officially Engaged

Yesterday was fantastic. So here's how it went. It was after we spent all morning fishing we went home, got some food, I took a nap and he used the computer. We had gotten back up to go fishing some more. We went to go fishing for carp the last time. Rob asked me to go get something out of the car so I went. When I came back he asked me to reel in one of his rocks. When it came up I was confused to as what was on the end cause it didn't look like a hook or anything. It was covered in green stuff so as I pulled it closer I was like holy crap. I looked at rob like what the hell and he had a big smile on his face. Its beautiful. Its too small for my finger so were going to get it sized but I can't wait to wear it. Its simple and small but I'm happy with it. So here's the picture of it in the box since I can't wear it yet..lol.
And I caught my first fish everrrrrr lol. So it was a fantastic day all the way around..hahahaha. were looking at a july 4th wedding next year hopefully. That way we can celebrate with the fireworks.

Its been a interesting few weeks.

Helloooo all. I know, im a terrible blogger. I've been dealing with personal issues. Never home anymore so im hardly near a computer. Or at least one I can use. So yeah. I've been a busy busy girl. I bought a android and im in loveeeeeeeeeee. I used to be team blackberry all the way but now all I want is to spend time with this lovely phone. Its amazing and that's hard for me to say considering I love my blackberry. And I've been working crazy hours at work. Im actually finishing up a 12 hr shift today and I have a 10 hr shift tomorrow. At least tomorrow is time and a half so at least Im making money now. I actually officially got asked to be here fulltime so that's fantastic. I recently applied to a few other jobs so I can save the money so me and rob can move into our own place together and have the wedding. I will be blogging a lot more now that I have this fancy blogger app on my phone now. I never figured out why they never came out with one for blackberry.hmmmm.

Hello Loves

I know, i know. I'm a terrible blogger. I've just been working all the time and by the time i get home im either exhausted or getting ready to go over the fiances house, so i haven't really been able to just relax. Working at macy's is going to be detremental to my health and finances lol. I've added quite extensively to my shoe collection and i seem to have a thing for boots. Oh and Happy Thanksgiving. I spent it with the fiances family. I bought my first purchase for the wedding and i saw a beautiful white dress sitting on the clearance rack that came out of nowhere it seemed. It was  a 99 dollar dress that because of the 25 percent of deal thats going on until the 6th of december plus my 20 percent employee discount on top of the fact that it was 65 percent off to begin with i will pretty much be getting that dress for super freaking cheap. I'm all about saving money. In other good news guess what im doing starting january 3, 2011?

I'm getting my cosmetology license. I'm starting at Empire beauty school. You don't understand why this is important to me. I've been thinking about this for years. Since i came back from the navy to be exact. Since 2007. Thats a long fucking time. And im glad that im actually doing it now. Its something that has become a passion of mine and i will be happy to be taking care of myself for once. It will be fanfuckingtabulous. I will graduate(if everything goes according to plan) on April 7, 2012. I might have to push back my wedding but we'll see. Since he was baptized Albanian Orthodox im pretty sure there are different things we have to do than what i wanted but im doing my research. If anybody has any clue let me know because i am beyond clueless. But im going to cut this post short cause i feel like absolute crap and i need sleep. Goodnight ladies and gentelman.

I know..I know....

I've been MIA for what seems like forever. Working two jobs, and spending time with my fiance and stuff i've just been exhausted. I'm hardly ever home and i don't have a laptop anymore so i really can't blog whenever i want to..lol. On sunday me and the fiance went to see Jackass 3D..that shit was hilariousssssssssss hahahahahaha..We were laughing the whole time. Working at macy's is like a blessing and a curse. I love having my 20 percent off discount and since i have a little tiny bit of a makeup obssesion it's nice to have to pay full price but you know oh well..I'm young, working two jobs so i guess i'm going to enjoy it right now..lol. I bought a new foundation and concealer from Mac and tomorrow morning i might get the Mineralized skin finish or something...i want new eye shadow too..but we'll see..lol. So i should be back in a few weeks. Maybe with some outfits of the day of what i wear to work but we'll seeeeee. Kisses.

Sorry i've been MIA

This is my first real day in the past couple of weeks where i've been off and able to just relaz all day. I've been trying to balance two jobs, one at the temp plae where i waitress and the other one i just started at macys and i officially start tomorrow morning, and spending time with my fiance and all that shit. So this is a short post just to tell you that i'm still here. I have a twitter @_sobeautiful_ so feel free to follow me there and all that jazz. If you have one i will follow you back. Smooches to all of you guys.

Giveaway

The lovely Beverly is having a giveaway on her blog and she's giving away great items. So if you like free makeup go enter. She's beautiful and does amazing makeup. Just click the picture to be taken to her blog.