Since im waiting

im waiting for the hubby to come pick me up cause we're going to a bbq in new hampshire at his cousins house. So i thought i'd take pictures of the makeup i did today. Its not the best pictures cause im still figuring out how to get the best pics with my new camera. If anybody has any tips that would be greatly appreciated. I have the Nikon Coolpix L22 so yeah. No close ups cause they all came out really crappy but i tried a new color combo and i really liked it. If you want to know what i used i can put it up here later.

I'm also trying to decide where exactly i want to have my wedding. I have a few hotels on the beach that have packages on the cape that i have to price out and that way i have a place to do the reception and its easier. Everybody can stay in the hotel for as long as they want and me and rob can stay there for a few days cause i dont really want to go anyplace else. That might change as i still have till next year but right now thats what i think i want.

Toodles for now

Happy Birthday To Me :D

So i turned 21 yesterday. Super exciting. It was pretty cool. Got a new digital camera from my mom got some money from my family and i went to my first adult club...lol. Me and the boyfriend got into a fight and he was supposed to get me something but i dont know. Its cool though. Im good with that. It was my friends birthday from when i worked for the TSA so went to celebrate together. I thought it was gonna be wack cause it was a thursday nite but it was pretty awsome. And i got pretty toasty on a few cups of captain and coke that i didnt pay for. I love it when its your birthday, you dont have to pay for a damn thing :) But it was awsome, stayed out till like 3 cause i had nothing to do today. I met up with a lot of people i used to know from my past life. It was pretty cool. I love being 21. Now i can do anything i want and its LEGAL..lol. All these pictures were taken before i got realllyyyy drunk..lol.






The birthday boy. He has the same birthday as me. I used to call him my twinny when we worked together. It was funn. I miss working there. Good times. For the most part.

He for some reason can't take pictures with his eyes open for the life of him..lol. The best guy friend a girl can have. He's been through some of the hardest times with me and i really appreciate that from him.I used to have the biggest crush on him but i pretty much got over it and now we're ineseperable because hes the guy i run to with all my issues. Since high school. I remember i wrote him a love letter and it was really akward after that but in the summer it was pretty much fine..lol. Oh high school. Good times, when all you had to worry about was what you were gonna wear the next day and passing grades..lol. My lovely Carlos. He's the bestest..lol. I'm looking forward to the rest of this weekend. Im going to see my girl in ct whom i havent seen in forever it seems. I miss her. I need some time away from boston even if for a little bit. I love the girl. Like my sister. More pictures from my birthday weekend coming later :)

Graduation :)

So, the past 6 weeks have been the most tiring and intensive thing i've ever done. But i swear i am glad i went through it. 9-5 monday through friday was hell but i stuck with it. Oh my god i am so proud of myself. I never thought i would be able to do it. After the past few months i have been through i feel like i accomplished so much and im glad i've had Robert standing by myside. I want to make everything great for us in the future because i know he will be my future. I did this program because i thought i would just get a job but it has taught me so much about myself. It was an amazing 6 weeks for the people i met and the friends i have gained. I know this will be just the beginning for everything in my life. As soon i have the actually graduation on friday i might actually have pictures to add to this post but for now im just super excited for the fact that i made it through this process. The only place i can go from here is up so thats exactly where i plan on going :D

March 25, 2010

Today marks my cousins 18th birthday. Happy B-day cuz.

Me and my boyfriend have been together for 6 months and oh my god am i so happy about that.

May your mom r.i.p. baby. I know i didnt know her but she seems to have raised you right.

Ride For You by Danity Kane

Lately, I've been tryna fight whatever's pulling us under
it's got a hold and really making me wonder
what it takes to get through
I gotta stick with you, my baby
Baby tell me: Maybe I'm foolishly overreacting
But being without you I can't imagine
It's just to close to the heart
And I won't stand it if were broken apart
Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back now
When the chips are down
And It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes, I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby
We've been cutting it close with the backwards & forwards
It's rocking the boat; we gotta get control of this
Let's take it back to three years ago
When you said that we could make it through whatever, ever
And to me it sounded like you meant forever, ever
Leaving was not an option, baby, never, never
Now don't you believe in a love that's worth a fight
In you is everything that I'm missing
So give us a chance
Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back now
When the chips are down
And It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes, I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby
Don't you dare tell me we gotta let it go...
We been on top for too long just to let it go under
I don't wanna hear that I just can't hear that and know
Wherever you wanna take me I'll go
I been with you for too long to start over with another
I know that you hear me
Just tell me you hear me
Do you hear me?
Baby ya gotta believe in the things that make you & me win together
Don't you throw in the towel
I'm keeping my promise to you I got ya back now
When the chips are down
And It seems like it's so hard for you to move ahead
Just know that I am by your side
There aint no ifs, buts, or maybes, I'm gonna stay down and ride for you baby

next tattoo.

"For you are mine and i am forever yours"
Robert Alexander
on my inner arm. I'm still looking at the fonts for it but i've decided i wanted something besides his name and its sounds sweet to me.

Happy Saint Patricks Day :)
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